Monday, June 07, 2010
starstar is sleeping next to me now
hope he don't wake up till i finish this if not, GG FML!
hahahaha
it's his bday today, and he have to tank study, so poor thing
that he don't even have enough sleep...
hahaha i feel so bad, i didn't bake him a cake.
cos i used to bake cakes for people i think whom are special to me on their birthdays.
hmms.. pretty guilty but can't help it, too busy to bake bday cakes.
he asked me if i got a blog, but i said no.
i don't know why... i just don't want him to know some of the things that happened in the past.
sometimes i really don't know how much he loves me, cos the things he do and say are not always the same. but to a certain degree, dol yau geh, like he will buy me random stuff and feed me food and ho garn darn d actions dol hor yee make me feel happy. darn hai ngo ng jee li gor love hor yee last gei loi lor. ho scared it will just suddenly disappear.. that's why i'm not putting in my 100%, hurt gor jau won't go for 100% again le ma? ng jee ar, hei mong si garn hor yee heal my problem la.
that's all for now! back to studying economics101 hahaha
hope he don't wake up till i finish this if not, GG FML!
hahahaha
it's his bday today, and he have to tank study, so poor thing
that he don't even have enough sleep...
hahaha i feel so bad, i didn't bake him a cake.
cos i used to bake cakes for people i think whom are special to me on their birthdays.
hmms.. pretty guilty but can't help it, too busy to bake bday cakes.
he asked me if i got a blog, but i said no.
i don't know why... i just don't want him to know some of the things that happened in the past.
sometimes i really don't know how much he loves me, cos the things he do and say are not always the same. but to a certain degree, dol yau geh, like he will buy me random stuff and feed me food and ho garn darn d actions dol hor yee make me feel happy. darn hai ngo ng jee li gor love hor yee last gei loi lor. ho scared it will just suddenly disappear.. that's why i'm not putting in my 100%, hurt gor jau won't go for 100% again le ma? ng jee ar, hei mong si garn hor yee heal my problem la.
that's all for now! back to studying economics101 hahaha
what we could have been, 9:17 AM.
